So, what is like being back in the real world ?
Can I just say that since I have fixed my issues with depression that it's really REALLY hard to blog ? With all that sadness and bitterness and guilty feelings of being mean to my loved ones....that made it easy. Now, now I am not so mad. I no longer feel the need to get up and leave. I no longer feel the need to go and find something to be passion about.
I think I have found that with being a news junkie, an Economist junkie, and being a twitteroholic. Those aren't too harmful ? I have also turned back to reading. For months now I have not been able to sit down and read a book, watch TV or listen to NPR. I wonder if Ira Glass misses me ? I certainly miss him....do I understand that he has grown a beard ? Ira how does your beard look with your black glasses ?
I returned to the gym yesterday. I am of course at the moment in a great deal of pain. I have missed the boot camp because it was something that I was really enjoying. Get up early and get it done ! We did lots of squats, push ups, planks, tossing the weight ball around, and a small 400 meter run. I forget how it feels to be "out of shape" after 2 months of no exercise...well except for walking around London and Paris. I think that is what I really loved about London. Living in the flat and having to walk wherever you go. That they don't have giant supermarkets with huge crappy parking lots. Just stores that you go and buy the groceries that you need. Imagine what great shape I would be in ???
Well, oddly enough I have very little more to write about. Mar and I went to the Boy Scout Store yesterday to see our favorite helper. He must totally hate his job because he was so rude and miserable the last time we went in there. I brought my iPhone just to record his miserableness. He wasn't there to help us. We also decided to make a film about me. What would happen if I did leave my entire family out of total stupidity and madness ? How would my friends react ? How would I have reacted ? I must say it feels good to be back and apparently in a few weeks I am going to feel even better !! YEAH !!!
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