Dead Beat Dinner Mom

This morning I had all these intentions of  having a productive morning. I planned on finishing up the laundry and dishes and go grocery shopping and make dinner. Today, I have done all of that, but now...now its 6:00 pm and I am pooped. Thinking this lady is a stay at home, that I sit at home and watch repeats of Downton Abbey eating Oatmeal Squares and Diet Coke. Okay, so that is sorta true. I am actually on the third season of Granchester and its TAB. lfeel like a deadbeat wife. I should be throwing on a dress and an apron and preparing dinner in a flash. So, what I am I doing ? Blogging....drinking TAB and watching the last two episodes of "Grimm".

So, I had this dream a few nights ago where I was working at grocery store. I am not sure what I was doing there....but I know in my dream that I had skipped out on working. This is  a reoccurring dream...leaving without notice. Then I dream I am at the new improved High Museum. Which has a mall in it of high end department stores and they have revamped the entire collection. I am looking for a job and I can't get one because I left that grocery store.

I wake up in the morning and I feel horrible. It's a dream and I am feeling horrible about it. The truth is I do need a job. Kids are getting to be older, so it's time. I am absolutely terrified. It has been so long since I have a job and I am getting older...I am wondering who is going to hire me ? It's depressing, so have decided to go back to school. I am taking a tour of a college tomorrow. I am probably taking my daughter because she wants to go to a college that is also on the same campus . I would like major in Art History. What job would come from this ? Oh probably a job at a museum. Doing what ? I have no freaking clue.

School is beginning soon for mah gurls. They have spent plenty of time playing Mine Craft and watching videos of people playing Mine Craft and producing their own videos. They are ready to return. I have spent a couple hours planning out all of our schedules....rowing, girl scouts, docenting, etc So, no really there isn't a lot of time for Tab, Cereal, and Granchester. I do however recommend it . I also recommend "The Durrells in Corfu".

My TAB is kicking in...perhaps I can make at least half what I have planned...found it on Pinterest where all my meals come from....