I drove Rah Rah to rowing last night passing through the forest of trees. The leaves are turning red orange and brown..fall season is spectacular. I would say its my favorite drive around here. I pretend I am living up north in Connecticut or Massachusetts. The girls were chatting frustrated because I am making them be somewhere other than home. Listening to The Cure "Pictures of You". I was sad, I sorta didn't want to hear it. A lot of The Cure takes me back and many times I will just change the station. This time I decided that I wanted my girls to hear it...hear the lyrics. They didn't seem to get into it. Rah Rah sometimes gets into what I listen to, but she is mostly into trendy stuff like I would be if I were a sophomore. I used to be so obsessed music and boys and dancing. Thankful she has little interest in boys and dancing and more into obtaining an education and rowing. I love it, and wish that I could join her on her journey, but it's not a season for me. I barely survive my season what I should be doing. Spending more times with the little ones.
The museum is going well. Things are never as perfect as I thought they would be. Truly, being a docent is a box of Sees Candy, you never know what you are biting into when those kids arrive. Sometimes it's good and sometimes those candies are full of nuts and fruit or liquor and those are not the ones I prefer. The Iris Van Herpen has arrived and its spectacular. Actually, I have never seen the whole thing yet. I haven't had time with sick kids to be properly trained on it. Which is fine, I am sure there are plenty of docents that all over it . I think I have surrendered myself to our tour Animals in Art and maybe take up the next exhibit after January.
Everything else I want to type about...well I can't type about it. I find that when people really find out what is going on with me...they try to fix ...fix fix fix and ONLY I CAN FIX ME and frankly I have no idea how this is going to happen. Yes, lots of money, lots of more time, and moving to Iceland is going to help. Let's see....I have none of those so ..rolling with what I got. BOO !
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