You're doing what ??

I'm watching watching HBO documentaries on Autopsies. I know...sounds creepy, and it is, it's totally creepy. It's however quite interesting. It reminded me months ago how I met the Forensic Pathologist and was supposed to give her a tour of the museum. I don't even want to tell her it was this show that I was watching that reminded me. There are those days when I see something that reminds me of something of an event that is supposed to happen and wonder if it isn't God playing my secretary.

Rowing: Rowed 30 minutes on my machine today. It was actually the first time I did it. It totally wiped me out ! It didn't effect my arms, back and shoulders. It actually made my legs and hips sore ! Maybe pulling back on that bar is no biggy ? Anyway, one of my kids brought me a fan and handed me my water. I think she was concerned I was sweating so much I would pass out.  How awesome it would be to excel at the ERG and try out a boat ! I checked out rowing clubs here....EXPENSIVE ! Rowing is not a cheap sport.

So, what about a pretend Italian ??

Neurofeedback: I might be on session 23 or 24 now. The wires have not moved and although I am not a doctor I feel like I am ready to move on. I am a little emotional right now. So, I was laying down yesterday trying to nap and I started to cry. It was a million things going on in my brain. I keep dreaming I meet people who tell me how fat I am.  Being fat ...it sucks and it's depressing. However, it was interesting that it took A LOT to make me cry.  3 years ago it would have been just bawling my eyes out. This time however, it was a short cry and it didn't last long. I know...why blog about me crying ? Well, just that it appears there seems to be an improvement ! Neurofeedback is awesome...I tell everyone that ...and they think I'm on crack.  Whatever.....