Notes to the GretchieVerse

Dear Computer: I am glad you have found your way into the library. I am now thinking you need some 300 pound leather chairs. I would like you in red or green with giant decorative nails. You know, chairs you would find in an attorneys office or at the Oxford Cambridge Club in London.

St.Pancras tube station  (LOVE)

Dear London: Have you missed me yet ? It's been awhile huh ? Yeah, well, I am paying for all of this neuro feedback and it is going to cost me as much as 2 trips to London. It's going to be worth it in the end right ? I'll be happy and ..well I will still have "brain damage" but who doesn't have brain damage right ??

Dear Brain Damage : Okay, I was looking up famous people who have brain damage. My brain damage is NOTHING like theirs. I have no idea how I got you, but I am thinking it happened in early childhood. I also think that I have made a mountain out of a mole hill out of you. It however would have been nice growing up to learn things more easily than others. It would have been nice to have not struggled as much as I have. I don't see it as a blessing...sorry..

acceptable places to live in high humidity

Dear Summer: I don't want you to come. I don't want to be stuck at swim team in direct sun or not direct sun. I don't want to be sweating all the time and have it drip into my eyeballs. I don't want to wear a bandana 12 hours a day and have to explain to people I am not in a gang and this is not my gang color. See this is why I prefer colder climates ! So, I do I fix that solution ? Move to freaking Georgia. My choice....seriously....I could have chosen Dallas or New Jersey. Would I have been happier in New Jersey ? Oh who knows...there a reason I have been brought here and I just have to live with it. I just despise the summers !

Dear GretchieVerse: It's very very hard to blog on a daily basis. Which means I just write what's on my mind and generally that's nothing. Oh, you know I was thinking about that plane that's missing. Malaysia Airlines Flight 370 I think in a way everyone wishes it was something that was supernatural. Everyone wishes it was "Lost" or taken by aliens. Nobody wants believe some moron took over the plane and now it's crashed into the Indian Ocean. I am sure the families are devastated and are sick of all the conspiracy theories. I am just thinking of God. I am thinking of something happening on this earth that is bizarre or a miracle. Wouldn't it be nice to actually hear from God. You know something other than....okay, something like God is saying "Here I am !!!"  That's what I am talking about !

See that smile on her face...it's a lie...she must be on drugs...

Okay, I am off to doing laundry and reading art history and bible study. I do this all day in the basement away from my family. Sometimes I take a break and watch some crazy documentary on Netflix or an entire season of something on HBO. It's my home away from home. It's raining today so I am not going to take up something like tennis or golf.