Thursday, March 13, 2014

Neurofeedback #3 Test Results

EVERYTHING IS AWESOME....

So, um, I am really not happy to share my test results. Actually, I am really depressed about it. Which makes sense because depression was HUGE on my brain map. I think the meds that I am taking are simply to cover up the major symptoms. Anyway, based on one of the pictures that he showed me there is some brain damage. I was either in a car accident or it was done playing sports etc. I wonder if it was when someone in school dropped a bike lock on my head, just to bully me ? Anyway, the Doctor described it as this...its like your trying to read a book in a room where the music is playing full blast. That it is very difficult for me to concentrate and that my brain has to work extra hard to do anything. It's good to know why this happened to me, that I am indeed NOT stupid, and yet people are going to assume I am just an airhead.
It explains a lot to me. Why I am so dependent on other people for help when it comes to life. I'm talking about personal trainers etc. Anyway, because of the depression it has caused a lot of other problems too. MY BRAIN LOVES ME AND I HATE IT ! So, the doctor didn't talk so much about the brain damage, but he did discuss fixing the depression. I'm so down I am assuming it will be the rest of my life doing neurofeedback. CRAPOLA !

The Good News is....um...yeah, still waiting on that ....

1 comment:

Unknown said...

I have always thought that you were very bright and intelligent. Funny people usually are.

Brian "damage" or no.

xoxo