So, I have given up taking happy pills. So far I have cried more than usual. Do I go back to happy pills ? I don't know, I don't want to spend my life dependent on drugs ! I don't want to spend conversations with doctors listing all the drugs I take and the amounts since I can't remember what they are. So, I cry a little...like everyday all the time...so it might be worth it ??
I just came back from a week long trip to the bay area. Getting there was crazy. I was up at 4 am and on a train to the airport. I was late for the plane and got the twins on...we were one of the last people. Anyway, I am sweating on the plane as I always do...especially since Southwest makes those plastic seats...as every airline does. I didn't plan for food or snacks. Southwest does not provide much snacks so my kiddies starved. The chaos made it easier to travel ....except I never truly adapted to the time change. The weather was cold and sometimes foggy, but I LOVED IT. I loved seeing my friends and going to book club. I loved walking the streets of San Fran even though this time I was the tourist. I loved eating at all my favs !
I am supposed to be going back in May, but I have a years worth of training at The High Museum. So, we shall see how that works out. I have arranged with several people that I am going to Spain and Portugal with them. Why not just rent a house out and we can all share and just make it a home base ? Quite frankly I just want to go somewhere and sleep and eat. You know drink wine, eat bread, eat cheese, eat grapes, listen to Love Vigilantes. All that stuff people dream about doing. Renting a house on the beach and relax and swim and just do nothing. How possible is that ? I have been on the go this summer and have not relaxed once :( Not even on the freaking Disney Cruise !!
Going to the lake with my girlfriends this weekend and then school starts on Monday. I start my new job with G and I then in September it's my mega bible study group ( super intense) and docent training. Could my blog be any more exciting ? Wait til' I really start crying..that is going to be really fabulous !!!
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