Blah, it's just one of those days ....
I was up at 6am to get my kids on the bus for school. Is it possible to you know...have a normal first day of school where the children can at least find their shoes. Could life possibly be that complicated for a 1st grader ?
I didn't sleep last night...I just had this trip to London swirling through my head. Should I stay or should I go ? I have the funds and the time, just the fear of flying is preventing me. I don't know, obviously this trip isn't going to solve any of the problems I am having, but it's something to keep my mind ...happy ? I have texted two of my contacts and requesting confirmation that they'll be there. I so far have heard nothing. I hate that I am not as busy as they are. I want a life, a career and live in Europe !! I can want that everyday for the rest of my life, but that doesn't mean it's going to happen :)
Went to the gym to discover that I have gained 4 pounds. How could I have gained 4 freaking pounds ? I have been going to the gym...enough. I haven't been eating like crazy...however I have not eaten the MOST nutritional meals when Annie was here. Please lock me in a basement with exercise equipment and a fridge full of healthy food. Oddly enough that could be possible here.....but I don't think that is really going to happen either. How about ME, BASEMENT and EUROPE ? Sweet huh ?
I have completed my creative writing course. Unfortunately, I did not feel inspired. I was hoping it would drive me to write something and that didn't happen. I am thinking I need more classes and perhaps after reading something it will inspire me more. Travel could do that .....
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