Today's blogging..well not a lot to blog about other than I have been crying on a daily basis. Yes, I thought it was over and now it seems to be the creme de la creme , the icing on the cake, the tip of the iceburg, so now what ? Is it just going to go down from here ? The crying ? Really are there drugs for not crying that are not illegal ? How does Hillary Clinton do it ? Condoleezza Rice? Nancy Pelosi
? Do these ladies ever cry ? Did they ever have midlife crisis ? Were they born with extra large spines ? Why do I not have a spine ? Why do I still check my spine in at the door before I leave ? Why can't I just get angry instead of sad ? Why do I lack "guts of glory" that everyone is talking about ? Do I need to grow a penis ? Why do I feel like I have been thrown back into childhood when I would just go home and cry on my wee pillow every night about how mean and cruel people were to me ? Why can't I be Buffy the Vampire Slayer and slay the idiots of the earth ?
Well the holidays are coming. I would say my least favorite time of the year. Everyone wants to throw a party, we celebrate the birth of Jesus and it happens to be T's and S's Birthday. I had this fantastic idea of flying the family to L. A to the American Girl Store and just having a day there. Um might as well send me back to Europe and for good ! Anyway, I have to plan 4 birthday parties and I am not excited about it. Well, I suppose it will be the last family birthday parties for my family. My last Christmas party in California. Might as well make the best of it...
Prince William...despite our age difference...you would have been happy with me (everyone is happy with me) not Kate ;) So, the next time I knock at the door to Buckingham Palace answer it !!!
3 comments:
You know what, just don't have birthday parties. A couple of years ago when I was going through a really rough time, I just told the kids we were just having a little at home party with just the family (that would be the 5 of us). No big party, no friends. Cake and ice cream, a favorite dinner, a couple of presents and a board game. Maybe some streamers and balloons if I felt up to getting to the store.
They survived and were fine and I may have saved myself from the looney bin, so we all won! Everyone's better off with a sane mom, I decided.
At least you get invited to parties. The church Christmas party is all we end up at. So, there's something to be grateful for. You have friends and they invite you to parties.
Biz...come on down...you are helping us throw 4 parties !!! I would love to have the C Crew along for the ride !!
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