Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Poor Crisis Me

Went to the gym this morning.  Happy to see that someone else has joined our group. The more the merrier ! I am thinking if I really want to go down one size before I leave that I will need to go everyday instead of 4 days a week. I should also not partake of Sprinkles Cupcakes and desserts at Nordstrom Cafe. No more trips to Palo Alto :)
A few things have been irritating me lately: 
#1-My daughters have been crying every morning....every morning.  It is usually about shoes or the fact that they have to go to preschool, or that I am not going to be their teacher. Twins are not easy and sometimes not fun either. Someone needs to invent a safe modified version of crack for mothers. It makes you as high as a kite without rotting your teeth !
#2- Friends and not so great friends.  Friends that assume that because we are women about they same age that we are the same people. Let it be known that I am Gretchen....I am not you. My brain is not wired the same as yours. If I am in a crisis I am not going react in the same manner as you do. If I am more sensitive or hold on to memories and feelings longer than you....then that is who I am. If you have the ability to rewire my brain or make me insensitive go for it.  I am MOI and if you can't accept me for who I am..well goodbye :)

The above isn't a whole lot of drama. Honestly, things are getting better for me everyday. My husband has been a great support for me over the past few months. Which I am truly grateful for. I have many friends to thank for being very supportive over the past few months as well.  In time the midlife crisis will be over and I will evolve into someone better and brighter than before.  With or without my Benz . That what it's all about :)

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