So, today I was looking at my old blogs. They were okay, I mean they were not that emotional. I try very hard to be funny because honestly, who wants to read negative emotional things. If I do blog about people in particular who have hurt my feelings/broken my heart. I have realized it comes off as hatred. I eventually delete those blogs. I think perhaps this time around I have unfortunately been too late in doing so. Much regret....and insulting and as one person likes to put it "ranting". I look at the stats and how many people look at this blog around the world and wonder who they are and wonder if they know me. I wonder how they found this blog and wonder if I am a lunatic....or just plain mad. The truth is when Gretchie Love is hurt she doesn't really know what to do with that pain. She doesn't know how to let it out and felt that blogging was the best idea. I believe during this midlife crisis that I am having... I have discovered that I really need to find a place to put those feelings...rather than into my stomach or blurting them out on a blog. Very very immature and I have found that I truly need to grow up now. Start facing reality and start facing what I have signed up to do in this life and in this universe...
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