So, I haven't posted in a long time. I realized how jealous I am of Alison's amusing posts. She always has something funny to write. Even if it is about guck gak goo. Her children make me laugh..especially what a whipper snapper Maggie is. Rotton and yet totally adorable and intelligent at the same time. She is so ready for kindergarten !
So, I sat here to day...my new dishwasher arrived and my babies are upstairs sleeping. My heat is apparently on..broken and pushing out cold air. So, I think how crappy my life is, how fat I am, how I have no true friends etc. I watch Cosmos with Carl Sagan. I think how brilliant that man was..and how I wish I was as smart as he was. To be able to attend one of his lectures at Cornell. He makes science of the stars to easy to understand.
All of this whine and complain is a waste of time. I should be grateful to be me..and not complain about how retarded I feel, fat I feel, lack of money and how our house is falling apart. Sarah's classmate Shari was just diagnosed with Ovarian cancer stage 3. She is only 8 years old..she still believes in Santa, she has no idea where her ovaries are, she still plays with dolls. How sad and totally unfair this is. So, I whine no more and be grateful to be a mother and be grateful that for now my family has it's health. I now just sit here and pray to the lord that he will heal Shari and her cancer does not return....ever :(
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Hi, just popping over from Alisons blog!
An eight year old with ovarian cancer... how sad is that! It really does put things in perspective, doesn't it!
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